| Location | Sheffield |
| Age | 9 years |
| Date of Birth | 8/1998 |
| Date of Death | 10/2007 |
| Visitors | 5,647 since 03/11/2007 |
| Creator |
my amazing little girl ellie was born on 8th august 1998.
she passed away at 8.40pm on sunday 7th october 2007.
she was the most beautiful person i have ever had the pleasure to know she was my other half my
heart my soul mate.
for the last 3 and a half years it was just me , ellie and her big bro adam the " 3"
amigos.
the weekend she passed away the whole family was at our home for 28 hours but ellie waited for it to
be the 3 of us to open her eyes and slip away.
ellie fought neuroblastoma a rare form of cancer since 27th april 2005 .she never let it get her
down always smiling , telling the hospital staff off if they did not do things to her liking, always
getting her own way .ellie was as people called her mini me as she was the image of me in every way
.
i talk to my angel every day and light "lots" of candles .
hope u had a wonderful birthday ellie belly on saturday love and miss u lots an lots love from everyone at uncle pips house xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
your an angel
your an angel
your a star
your up in the heaven so very far
xxx
why did you leave
so very soon
well i guess it was the best to you
xxx
your a friend indeed
your a child in need
who needs to back with her family
xxx
close your eyes but don't let go
you to know
that everybody loves you
that everybody cares
that everybody need you
to be here and there
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
little angel
you was taken too soon
i was not ready to say goodbye
just me you and ads in the room
those last few minutes flew by
you opened your eyes and looked at us to smile
the strength that took i cannot comprehend
that smile gave the the strength to go the extra mile
not ony had adam lost his little sis but also his best friend
so out came your fav bath bomb
we could not let you down
do you know where we got the strength from ?
to clean you and finally lay you down
you are adams password
his little shining star
he sends a kiss up to where you are
and how good does your name look on mummys car !
x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x
miss you
one year has gone bysince you passed away
you still make me smile with your little ways
you are perfect in every way
today i think of many things
memories of you ellie that im thankfull for
the times we shared
miss you so so much ellie today and forever in my heart all my love nicola xxxxxxxxx
lots of love claire xx
So I've Been Told
It's been some time now, it's over she's gone,
Why are you still crying, it's time to move on.
She's in a better place, is happy and free,
You are still obsessing, why can't you see.
So I've been told.
You never thought about her this much
When she was here,
And now when I see you,
I only see tears.
She is not in the ground,
She is high in the sky,
Why do you still go there, why, why, why
So I've been told.......
How can I make them understand,
How can I make them see,
How much I love her and
How much she means to me.
I know it's been some time already,
That it's over and she's gone.
My mind tells me that daily,
But my heart tells me it's all wrong.
Tell me how to get over it
And quit all the crying
When each day I wake up,
All I can think about is her dying.
I know she's happy, safe and free,
But I'm selfish,
I still want her here with me.
No, I didn't think about her this much
When she was here,
I could see her and hug her and
Laughter is what caused my tears.
But her memory is all I
have to get me through the day.
The look of her face,
the sound of her voice,
What more can I say.
I know she is not in the ground,
But that is all that I have,
I am close to her when I am
there and I don't feel so sad.
She finds a way to give me a hug
And a kiss in the wind,
I hear her talking to me,
I just close my eyes and pretend.
This is my life now,
how can I make you see,
You don't have to understand me,
Just love me for me
A hole with no bottom
A hill with no top,
A road with no bend
A night with no end.
It's as if it's not happened
It's as if it's not true,
It's as if it's a dream
Yet a numbness seeps through.
There’s a feeling of emptiness
A gap to be filled,
There’s a feeling of loneliness
That cannot be stilled.
They say time is a healer
How long will it take?
I can't see it ending
It's a permanent ache.
Life has no meaning
Yet it has to go on,
I find it so hard
I feel so alone.
No one will ever know
The depth of my sorrow,
I just have to trust
There'll be a better tomorrow.
May god give me strength
To keep on going,
To get through this pain
To feel real again.
I'll never get over it
Of that I am sure,
But i'll give time a chance
And hope for a cure.
Times without end
Love is too,
xx
for you claire, lets tell folk what its really like
Walk In My Shoes!!!
I'm going to step out of my shoes
For you to walk in for a while
To see how YOU cope with insensitive talk
To see how YOU hurt, but still smile
If you walk the path i've trod
If only for one day
Perhaps you just might understand
And be careful what you say
I've lost a precious child
I hope you never know that pain
Whom I would give the world to hold
And to see, just once ,again
Yes you probably didnt mean
To cause me any pain
But your life goes on as normal
Mine will never be the same
I dont want special treatment
I still need you as my friends
And hope you'll still be here with me
If my nightmare ever ends
Its only talk and I know to hurt
Was never your intent
But careless words can hurt so much
Even though they are not meant
So all I ask is be aware
Think about what you say
They're only words but can cause such pain
I found that out today
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Truthful Feelings...
If you ask me how I am today
I’ll smile and say I’m fine
You’ll smile then walk away from me
Saying ‘I told you it takes time’
Time is something I have got
As I wander place to place
As I look around the people I see
Searching for my babies face
I’m not really sure where time goes
As I sit here all alone
People try to talk to me
But I just cry, ignore the phone
I sit alone, I cry, I shake
Just thinking of what should’ve been
And then I look around
I’m hearing someone scream
It’s a sound of fear, pain and hurt
But no person can I see
As I look around to help that soul
I realise that soul is me
I break down and fall to my knees
And cry for my poor baby
Why did she have to go from me?
Life is all why’s, if’s and maybe
So when you ask me how I feel today
Don’t be fooled by the words I give
Ask to talk about my precious child
And make me want to live
I’ll tell you she is beautiful
A real fighter like her mum
I’ll tell you how she looked at me
While she waited for the sun
I’ll tell you how my heart broke
The day she had to leave us and was gone
Then let me cry and break down
And just hold me till I’m done
i miss you
You are there
and I am here
thinking about how much
I love you
thinking about how much
I respect you
thinking about how much
I miss you
You are there
and I am here
thinking about how much
I cannot wait
until we are together again
thinking about how
I will appreciate
more than ever
the time
we will spend together
I love you
A Keepsake
No more gifts can i buy you
now that you have gone to heaven above
The only gift i have now
is the gift of continuing love
I know you are resting peacefully
in a kingdom far away
I think of you and pray for you
each and every day
But you continue to give me gifts
my memories to treasure
Of all the happy times we shared
so many spent together
As i close my eyes and memorise
your all too familiar ways
My memories keep me near you
on the sad and lonely days.
ALL MY LOVE FOREVER
To A special Angel forever in our thoughts.xxx
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